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Right Where You Want Me - One

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It was lying on my floor listening to "scratched out" by the Matches on the day that Axel called me. He asked me to meet him, it was raining as it had been all month, hence my being home. I was a little thrown off, Axel hated the rain, and today it was coming down especially hard. "What's up?" I asked sitting up to look out my window. "Can you just come meet me?" he said. "Yeah…I'll be right there." He hung up. I jumped up grabbing my coat and a scarf before leaving my room.

When I got to the station plaza I looked up catching the faintest glimpse of red before heading up. I rounded the corner at the top finding Axel soaking wet. How long has he been standing here? "Hey Ax…Is everything ok?" He turned to face me, he looked strange, and quickly he crossed the space between us. "Roxas…I…" his voice choked off and he turned away. I followed his gaze out at the endless rain. "What's wrong? Did something happen?" I reached up and touched his shoulder. The next few moments passed so fast I didn't have a chance to register what was happening. Next thing I knew I was running through the street, soaking wet, without any sense of where I was going. The vision of Axel turning to pull me to him was racing though my mind. His  electric green eyes, his lips, and the heat that radiated from his body.

HE KISSED ME!!!!

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I woke up the next day, the sun streaming into my second story room. Then it hit me. The memory of the day before, how could I forget? I had spent the rest of my day in my room trying to think of anything else besides the way Axels' lips felt pressed against mine.
"HEY ROXAS!!"
I nearly jumped out of my bed when my cousin Sora burst into my room.
"Damn IT Sora! I'm not even out of bed yet!" He just gave me a blank look.
"It's almost one. You should be up."
"What do you want?" I said laying back down.
"Huh?....OH yeah! I'm going out to meet Riku and Kairi for ice cream. Wanna come?"
Groaning I pulled the blankets over my head.
"No. I just want…"
Wait; if I stay here I'm just going to lay in bed all day thinking about…
"Yeah I'll come. Just give me a minute." I said sitting up.
"Ok! I'll wait downstairs!"

Sora's only a few months older than me. People often mistake us as twins. It used to really bother me when we were younger but now I kinda see how someone might make that mistake. I started living with him and my Aunt about a year and a half ago. My mom got re-married and decided that she wanted to move to Hollow Bastion. I didn't want to leave my friends Axel and Demyx. So she worked it out and next thing I knew I was moved in here saying goodbye to her. Sora and I grew closer, I think it was inevitable, and now I was relieved to be living with my hyper cousin. He might be annoying sometimes, but he could keep me out of my head.

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Kairi and Riku aren't exactly my favorite people, but this is better than sitting in my room thinking about him…
"What do you think Roxy?"
"Huh?" I looked up from my cookie dough ice cream at Kairi, but Riku answered.
"Kairi and I are in a dispute on whether they should enforce a uniform policy at school. She thinks we should but I think it's a wasted idea."
This is why I don't hang out with my cousin and his friends.
"It is stupid Kairi. There are already enough rules as is."
"See, everyone agrees with me."
"Well…I already spoke with principle Xemnas about it."
"Look Kairi just because you're President of the Student Government doesn't mean you are to go around promoting ridiculous rules."
I looked up at Kairi, Riku was making a point but I knew Kairi wouldn't back down. She wasn't one to let things slide.
"You're just jealous Riku, because I won the election and you didn't."
It's only been an hour and already I'm ready to get out of here. Riku looked mad but he turned to me and said,
"So Roxas,"
Why is his voice always so smooth? Like he's always trying to seduce who ever he's talking to.
"has Sora  told you about the trip we're planning to take?"
"I was going to tell him today!!"
Sora said as Kairi wiped ice cream off his cheek. How they were dating was beyond me. Kairi is top of our class, Student President, Lead Violin, and one of the nicest girls at school. Sora is clumsy, loud, and messy; and the only extracurricular he takes is fencing with Riku.
"So what do you think Rox?"
He said while punching my arm.
"Do you wanna come?"
"Where are you going?"
"To the beach, we're planning on being gone almost the entire break. Riku and I rented a small beach house."
"My sister's coming" chimed Kairi.
Her sister Namine was one of the prettiest girls I had ever seen. She and Kairi are twins, though they're total opposites. Namine is an artist, blond, pale, quiet, and doesn't like to go out much. I've hung out with her a couple of times when I went with Sora to their house. I found out that we have the same taste in music and movies. I've been under the impression that Sora and Kairi have been trying to set us up; but I'm pretty sure that Riku has a thing for her. He hasn't said, but I can tell by the way he looks at her…Just then Axel, Demyx and Zexion walked into the ice cream shop.
I froze and my heart felt like it was pounding in my throat. I was overtaken by tunnel vision, then Axels' eyes met mine. I jumped up almost knocking over the table and choked out, "Sora. I…Sick. Home now." and ran out of the shop. I ran back home to my room where I slammed the door and spent the rest of my day locked away in my room. When Sora got back he came in and asked me if I was ok, and gave me some gummie bears, my favorite, that Kairi sent for me. He sat down at my desk,
"Did you think about whether you wanted to come with us or not?"
"Yeah…I'm gonna go."
I didn't have a choice. I couldn't spend the rest of the break alone in my room.
"Great!..."
I didn't hear the rest of what he said, all I could think about was Axels' eyes, his lips, and the way his arms felt when they wrapped around my body.
I knew I had to get away from here.

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Two months with my goofy cousin and his friends really was too long. I ended up alone with them when Namine decided to go to a summer art program in Travers Town. She left the day before we did, apologizing to me. I tried to make the most of my time. We were at Destiny Island, how could I mope in such a beautiful place? The air was always warm, so was the water, and if I needed to escape my company I could go to the beach. I think the only real problem I had, besides the fact that I was running away from what happened between me and Axel, was my pale skin. I burned really easy and spent most of the days that we were at the beach during the day under our big umbrella; but try as I might I couldn't escape my thoughts. Axel was an ever present thought in my head. I woke up fleetingly often covered in sweat because of dreams where he was taking of my clothes to kiss me everywhere. I didn't want to think about the fact that I enjoyed these dreams, but it's not like I could ignore it.

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It had been a little over two months since we came to Destiny Island. This would be our last day here. I sat on the beach thinking. School would start in a couple weeks, our senior year, and I still didn't know how I would react when I saw him again. If you haven't spoken with someone in such a long time, and you were afraid to see them, could you still consider them your best friend?
I had called Axel on the day we left, I was grateful when he didn't answer. I left a message telling him where I was going and when I might be back. I don't really know why…other than it didn't feel right not telling him. He was my first friend when I first moved to Twilight Town. I didn't understand why I was so upset and confused by what had happened between us. I looked at my phone, which had become a habit since I left that message. I knew he wouldn't call, he hadn't tried, and still I kept my phone with me like it was physically attached to me. I also knew that if I wanted to talk to him before school I would have to be the one to contact him. That's just how it was between us. Seeing and talking to him was inevitable, we would see each other at school, but I was a coward and didn't know how I would handle it. Maybe if I hadn't run away to spend my break with my cousin and his friends everything would already be worked out.  I would be with Axel and not here, sitting alone on the beach watching the sun melt into the sea.
YAY!!! Finally my first attempt at a Akuroku!! :dummy:
I hope everyone enjoys it. I'm already working on the second part and should have it up soon!

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*NOTE*
Here's a link to the next part
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I'm going to add the link for the song I mentioned at the beginning of the story incase anyone is intrested to hear how it sounds. :D
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Uzumaki-Courtney's avatar
O.e
Right Where You Want Me is the name of a song my Jesse McCartney. I see much irony in that XD